My Rant

First off, this is not meant to be pointed at anyone in particular. And definitely not anyone who tends to read this thing.

I just really need to get this off my chest because people seem to think this. I am not an incompetent moron.

I know I am no genius, I am of your average intelligence, nothing terribly special. I know I am not terribly organized but it is something I have, believe it or not, improved upon and am continuing to do so. I do my part cleaning the apartment, I do all of my homework and I go to every class that I possibly can.

I don't usually talk about my FM because doing so has strange effects on people and I take good care of myself so that I am highly functional with it along with sleep apnea and sleep delayed phase syndrome. So usually if I'm not in my class or at chapel or I'm just not there when I usually am, it's because of one of those.  I am not making this shit up, I don't want attention for it (which is why I don't talk about it) and I do everything I can to live my life as best as possible. If anything, having chronic illnesses has made me more determined to succeed.  I am taking 18 credits, I have a job, I have an internship, I'm taking Taekwondo and teaching myself piano on the side. I am not incompetent.

And even if I was slacking off on my responsibilities to my schoolwork, I dare you to find a time where I slacked off in my responsibilities to you. If it's nothing to do with you and no injustice is being done, stay out of it.